Where do i begin ? This is my first ever blog ! the start of my many first's !!! I am 25 and recently a mom to a beautiful little boy who is now almost eight months old !!!!!!!! I love being a mom but now face the harsh reality that i'm going to be going back to work soon and also standing in my friends wedding where i WILL be the fat girl !!!!!!!!!!! not that i am a large person but i am bigger than the other girls standing !!!!!
Even in the comforts of my own home i am haunted by this extra weight i have put on ! i find myself picking and snacking all day uncontrolably !!!!!!
My fience and i only have one car and so i find myself trapped in the house !!!!!!! the summer was great i got out alot but now i'm trapped or so it feels !!!!!!!!! but my new me starts tomorrow !!!!!!!!!!!!! Getting back to the gym is my starting factor !!!!!!! then my eating !!!! It's not bad enough i have crazy cravings but on top of this all my fience is a italian chef !!!!!!!!!!! who is great but come on !we love to cook and eat together !!!!!!!!
well al negativity aside i'm making a new start and i feel that this ( blogging ) will help !!!!!!!!!!! |
