I'm so overweight right now, nearly obese. My body is easily getting tired. I'm so easily being sleepy. My knees started to be painful when I walked too much. Furthermore, I can't kiss my knee anymore, because of a bunch of fat at my belly. Well, I felt so awful. I'm afraid to meet people, especially my old friends. I'm afraid of hearing any comments like "aw, you're so fat right now!". Yeah, let's be true, living as a slim person is easier then fat person, in most of life aspects.

Then I promise myself to work on this, seriously. After 6 years of procrastinating and letting myself gain weight over and over again, from 51kg to 69kg. There is so many people with disability that work so hard to enhance themselves to be better. Why, me, just with a "too fat" problem refuse to change my lifestyle for the sake of enhance my life quality? There is too much excuse I've been made. Moreover none of them is worth enough for my health.

I promise myself, to change! Make a change, even it's gonna be hard a little, but I know, this going to be worth for the rest of my life!

44 kg, >20% body fat I'm coming :D, may God bless me.