So my line over the past few years when someone comments or asks about my weights is that I'm happy and am embracing my womanly curves that god blessed me with... Unfortunatley God also gave me eyes larger then my belly and a mouth that simply is not happy unless full of food. I also have 2 legs support which thighs that resemble pillars and an arse that has plenty of excuses on why it shouldn't move off the chair. Basically I'm tired of making excuses for my laziness.

I'm picturing myself in a bikini or a nice dress... maybe hearing a few nice comments.. A George Clooney lookalike commenting on my toned bronzed legs. Jeans that fit nicely and accentuate my bottom.... maybe even a call up for rear of the year :) If you seen it now it resembles something like the goodyear man... A nice toned stomach would be a more then welcome assett aswell.

 I mentioned my desires to someone lately and they very politely asked whether I have these "visions" often and whether I had decided to maybe talk to someone about them. So I am. I'm sharing them with you, even though god love her I think she meant more Dr Phil. So I stuck a picture of my face over Barak Obama's head with the sign yes I can on the fridge, cabinets doors and windows of my house. Are we getting some funny looks in our neighbourhood !!

I'm never going to be a size 8. I actually don't think I really want to be that thin. But I do want to be able to see my knees when I look down. I DO NOT want any of those lipotrim and diet pill things. If I'm doing it at all I might as well do it the proper way. So any tips or word of inspiration to help deflate the tyres will be more then welcome ..... I'll keep ye updated ;)