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I'm sick of sitting at my desk at work looking down and seeing my gut buldge out. I'm sick of walking in the mall and afraid to go in a store because I don't want the looks of "You wont find anything here to fit you". I'm tired of going out with my husband and his friends and being the fattest girl in the whole place. Most of all, I'm sick of not doing anything about it. All I do is use words, but where are my actions??? They're being held hositgage by my laziness. Not anymore. I'm going to lose 30 lbs. I'm going to be at my "healthy weight" thats determinded by society. I'm going to look like I did when I was 18. I'm 26, I just got married in August, and this is my last chance to look good before I get old and it'll be a lot harder to lose weight. This is it, I'm supose to be in my prime and if this is what I look like, than I'd hate to see myself in 10 years, or after I have a kid... I'm 5' 3", I weigh 165. I'm counting calories, I'm doing a yoyo count, 5 days a week i'll eat 1200, one day I'll eat 1500, the other 1350...I'll spread them out so they arent all in a row, It's how I lost the first 30 lbs. I'm also going to start excersing, I already play soccer once a week...I've added a half hour of rowing on Tuesdays, and either Saturday or Sunday...I'll bump it up to 40 mins after a few weeks of doing this strictly, then I'll add in a nother day untill i'm up to 6 days a week. I'm going to do this, mainly for my self, but also for my husband...he doesn't diserve a fat wife...
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