I have been trying to lose weight for many years now. My weight goes up and down, up and down. I have come to a point where I now know that it is now or never. I NEED to do this. It is going to be very difficult.. but I am ready.

My boyfriend, his sister and myself have made a pact to focus on weight lossstarting today, January 5, 2009. What better time than the beginning of a new year?! We all have quite a bit of weight to lose. We have a long road ahead of us and it isn't going to be easy, but we have to. We need to completely change our eating habits and excersize a lot more frequently.

I am completely disgusted with myself for letting it get this bad. I want to say I dispise myself, but I must not because I want to change. I want better for myself and my boyfriend. I want us to get healthy, and hopefully it will get the ball rolling for the rest of the changes we need to make. It is time to grow up and make better choices.

Wish me luck!